Regret...

I screwed up the first meeting we had with YF. OMG. I was in deep shit. I was 30mins late, and didnt tell him about Liz attending. He was waiting for me,at B1 plaza sing,macdonalds, standing against the wall. He was wearing a white polo-shirt, white bermudes, white plastic bag (which looked like a ball) and had a sling bag on his shoulder. God, he looked exhuasted from the solar car compeition which he had earlier in the morining at Singapore Poly. I didnt even apologise for being late, and well, lied to him about bring only one friend, LN. I intro them to him & all of us set off for lunch at 2.32pm. Liz & LN walked in the front followed by him then me. "I thought you say friend, not friends.", after hearing that from him i felt bloody sick for lying to him. At that moment, i just wanted to go home & cry. I was so depressed that i ate little for lunch & was bloody quiet for the entire day, I even ate little for dinner & cried when i reached home.

Liz ordered salad & some seafood rings(cant remember name) & devided the cost quite equally for all of us. I told them i dont eat salad/veg. YF even urged me to eat, that was really nice of him. Truelly.:) But i felt sick, i couldnt eat. Then i saw his wound on his right elbow,it was done by some gluegun or something. We chat about movies and such. Liz was being real helpful on keeping the conversation going.

Then we left for Carrefour cause Liz wanted to buy soap & shampoo. We went to the toilets before that(i changed my shoes,there were hurting).

We left from plaza sing to paragon. God,it was hot & i was wearing double layered. FYI,he was perspiring real fast(gave him a half-filled tissue pack). Went to starbucks,sat down & talked somemore. Liz decided to change emails with him, he was happy to. At 6pm plus,YF got up & said that he had to leave(probably past cerfew). We went to the toilets. He was the first to be waiting for us(real nice),followed by me. He asked me how my holidays were. I told him i had to stay at home most of the time. He said i was lucky cause his was mostly spent in school. He told me that i was real quiet today & i just looked away without replying. Liz & LN came out together claiming that they were shouting my name for me in the toilet. Everyone laughed when they said that. We left to the MRT at Tangs. Before that we went past Prada,I stood the furthest risking the fact that my uncle might be working today. We had to take different lanes and went home on our seperate ways.

Conclusion: I screwed up the meeting & it sucks.